So another long night is over with. Off of work, and off for a day. Today went by really quickly but it sucked hardcore. I miss home so much today and I just can not wait to go and visit. It's been really silent today. Like... I deleted all of my texts so that if no one texted me today I would know. And not many people did. I've been trying really hard all day not to text anyone because I don't want to bother anyone. I keep getting my days mixed up and I forgot it was Sunday so while I was busy trying not to text anyone during class... no one is sitting in class right now. It's so confusing here I never know which way is up. I miss my friends so much right now I have no idea what I'm going to do.
Right now I would really just love to sit down and cry and it's completely impossible because I just have zero alone time. And sometimes I don't mind that so much but right now I just want to be able to break down and cry and all of my friends from home aren't here to help me. And my main friend isn't even my friend anymore. What do I do about that? We aren't speaking and every time we do we argue or something stupid and I'm sick of it! I just want to know what's happening. Like everything happened so quickly that I really am not sure if I even know what's going on. And things like that really bug me. Not knowing how my life ended up where it is now really bothers the living crap out of me. I just want to know how I got where I am.
Today life sucks. I'm tired, bored, lonely, depressed, and forgotten.
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